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5/10/2014
HAHAHA!
HAHAHAHA I’m sooooooo laughing to my self considered how naive i am.
Obviously, I’ve trapped by someone’s flirting. I’ve just recently considered that.
Ohmygodness , i was really stupid!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Obviously, I’ve trapped by someone’s flirting. I’ve just recently considered that.
Ohmygodness , i was really stupid!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
He’s just like another guy. Flirting everygirl, giving us
hopes, saying sweet things, and blahblahblahblah (you know exactly the others)
THANK GOD , You’ve shown me everything :)
5/08/2014
Huh?
How long exactly forever is?
Why do we life trough the up and down?
What is happiness ?
What are we?
Is there anybody remembering me?
Can i join in anybody’s dream ?
Is there anybody who’s ever dreamed me?
Am i anyone’s love ?
How’s the future ?
Am i going to have children or just work all the time?
Am i going to be success ?
Who am i to you ?
Why the stars always keep shining?
How’s paradise like?
Does God always love me whatever i am?
Does anybody do that?
Why do they keep questioning my questions?
Drama
Are you bestfriend?
What do u mean by
treating me like a *****?! You’re the one who is son-of-a *****!
I’m not that cheap huh!
I don’t like you teasing me like that! I don’t even know the
point.
I don’t even know what you’re talking about.
Why you keep saying thus kind of thing ?
I don’t know and want to know!
Do you wanna make me hope things i couldn’t get?
What is meaning of those all?
What kind of joke is that?
Do you think those all are just jokes?
4/29/2014
DIMITRI BELIKOV (VA)
There’s NO REASON to not loving Dimitri Belikov in Vampire
Academy. He’s so strong, powerful, and (Oh My.. ) he’s FUCKING HANDSOME n’
CHARMING!! Thank u so much for Danila Kozlovsky (Anyway, I don’t know how it pronounced..)
playing as Dimitri has brought me to the Best Fantasy of Dimitri EVER! I still am
loving u even you’re so much older Dan :’) I’ve seen u in many articles i read
since u were shown in VA . I know, i just know a lil bit you. But I LOVE YOU
Dan! I LOVE YOU IN DIMITRI! There's so many questions i wanna ask u, like "Are u playing for the next Dimitri?" "Are u happy for being the part of that movie?" "Are u single?" (Ow) "How's Rusia?" and so many mooooore . I'm really looking forward for the next film . Keep up the good work! And play more HOLLYWOD movies!!
4/27/2014
BEAUTIFUL DISASTER by Jamie McGuire
I have a good recommendation of novel , it’s titled
“BEAUTIFUL DISASTER”
It tells about a bad guy with a perfect combination of
handsome, genius, charming, masculine, and other version of perfection (Travis) who’s
freakly very fall in love with an ordinary girl who’s have a secret in her past
life (Abby).
I’ve got find so many inspired words of love in it. If u love the romantic story, that’s the greatest one . It tells a conflicted romance full of
passion and really intense . It’ll bring u to the up and down emotion and u
can’t get stop to read chapter by chapter . So make sure u have enough free
time to read it, cause i felt really distracted by the “I wanna know how it
goes” or “I really wanna read the next chapter” feelings. It’s good for young
adult , or teenagers in their 18.
You must have wishing for another Travis in your love life,
cause it happens to me.
I REALLY WANT
TO HAVE THAT KIND OF FEELINGS WITH ANOTHER TRAVIS MADDOX!!!
A Little Drama 2
Who is BESTFRIEND ?
What are we ?
Who am i to you ?
All of these questions may bother you if i ask it for real,
but obviously a have no encourage to do that (huh) . Actually i wish for more
intense relationship. I can’t do anything but hope. Is there anyone who has the
same feeling like that? Every girl knows that unless someone who has all
perfections in their life (love life). Who am i to u? What’s ur feeling about
me? Oh My Goodness, those’re fucking running in my mind over and over again.
There’s the one who made my life colored. I had boyfriends (not
at the same time for sure). But everything couples done for the first time, i
felt those with him. I still remember the feeling of the first touch by his
fairly big hand (compared with mine) on my shoulder. I’d all my focus on my
back and shoulder feeling his touch and smell. He said “Would u like to not
feeling like a single?” He offered his hands to me. I could say nothing but
glared and nodded at him then got his hand. I felt both the corner of my lips’ up.
Those’re sounded childish, but that’s the truth.
The only thing making me hate him is He Always Get In and
Out Of My Life. One day he’s here, one day he’s there , one thay he’s care,
He’s so unfair (ref: HolyGrail by J.Timberlake) Anyway, I love that song! It
matchs with my feeling. That’s the one thing that makes me doubt about who i am
for him. I just a friend when he get bored, but he means every thing in every
way bestfriend suppose to be for me. That’s so unfair
What i suppose to do? Leave it all? Forget it all? Or let it
just happen and goes on?
A Little Drama
Every chapter of my book was filled by your name. U were the
prolog and also the epilog. It’s hard for me to
realize u’re not there anymore. It’s hard to see your smile i haven’t ever seen.
Ours was not long enough to remember , or to memorize , or to be proud of. But
every single thing i remember is that. It’s just about being happy at the
moment. The special thing is it was my first , But it was not yours. I’m not
beautiful enough , i know. I know it was not about the beautifulness , but
understanded each other, right? But the hell no , it’s just my prediction. All
i did was just imagining and expecting. Everything. Until it was all over . The happiness
was also just in my mind , not yours. The love was also in my mind , not yours.
Those are sounded like bull , at all. I know. All the romance story
r just a fiction. Those are the biggest fucking bullshit. I know.
So do i. I’m the biggest fucking
bullshit. And the sadness took foverer of my life. Yes , i’m the fucking cliche.
You do , I do. When i looked myself and asked what’s wrong. I couldn’t see
anything. Cause, i’m not perfect. I couldn’t evaluate my own. It was your part to
tell all over to me, right? But i did realize the biggest mistake i’ve ever made
is trust you. I believed that u did love me. I believed i was good enough for you.
I believed that was nothing i could angry with. I did believe in you. Your words, that
you'd never ever hurt me. Has it
proven?
10/09/2013
10/05/2013
WHY
Why do you never understand other's feelings ?
Why do you just say a bullshit ?
Why do you just act like a stupid ?
Why do you never listen ?
Why do you just say a bullshit ?
Why do you just act like a stupid ?
Why do you never listen ?
10/04/2013
MAHASISWA
Tadi pagi gue baru aja disuruh nulis satu paragraf soal "mahasiswa" ga resmi sih, itu cuma disuruh senior hehe. Jadi kepikiran buat ngeblog tentang itu ..
Mahasiswa itu tingkatan tertinggi dari siswa, iyalah.. udah maha ya...
Terus mahasiswa itu terkadang bisa jadi tolak ukur kedewasaan , soalnya kalo udah mahasiswa pasti seseorang dituntut untuk mandiri , bahkan pelajaran pun harusnya udah bisa nyuapin sendiri gausah diterangin dosen. Banyak juga yang ngekos kalo udah kuliah, bahkan kadang nyari uang buat biaya kuliah itu sendiri , meskipun gue ga kaya gitu, masih minta papah. Terus banyak juga orang yang baru kuliah biasanya ngerasain kebebasan , jadi artinya agak melenceng sedikit gitu deh.. Orang-orang pasti bilang kalo udah kuliah mah bebas blablablabla, padahal sebenernya enggak. Anak kuliahan itu emang bebas , tapi bebas dalam hal beraspirasi , bebas menjawab, bebas komplain, bebas nanya, bukan bebas bolos, bebas ngeroko di kampus, bebas ngeluyur keluar kelas padahal lagi ada dosen, itu sih gasopan namanya-_-
Itulah yang gue rasain salah satunya, orang suka salah mengartikan kebebasan itu. Gue sesek banget kalo ke kampus , koridor nya berasap gitu kaya kebakaran, mana jendelanya gadibuka .
Kalo bagi orang yang rajin, benerbener mau ngejar cepet lulus, mau banggain orang tua ya gabakalan ngerasa sebebas itu, karena mereka merasa tertuntut untuk melakukan yang terbaik, biasanya sih kebawa dari SMA nya dulu... Gue contohnya (gamaksud bilang gue rajin, contohnya beda ko) , gue abis ngampus ada les inggris , ada padus juga , ada tugas juga , kadang harus ikut ngumpul seangkatan juga (disuruh senior) duh capeknya. Jadi jangan salah mengartikan mahasiswa , mahasiswa banyak jalanjalan itu salah. It depends on ourself.
Mahasiswa itu tingkatan tertinggi dari siswa, iyalah.. udah maha ya...
Terus mahasiswa itu terkadang bisa jadi tolak ukur kedewasaan , soalnya kalo udah mahasiswa pasti seseorang dituntut untuk mandiri , bahkan pelajaran pun harusnya udah bisa nyuapin sendiri gausah diterangin dosen. Banyak juga yang ngekos kalo udah kuliah, bahkan kadang nyari uang buat biaya kuliah itu sendiri , meskipun gue ga kaya gitu, masih minta papah. Terus banyak juga orang yang baru kuliah biasanya ngerasain kebebasan , jadi artinya agak melenceng sedikit gitu deh.. Orang-orang pasti bilang kalo udah kuliah mah bebas blablablabla, padahal sebenernya enggak. Anak kuliahan itu emang bebas , tapi bebas dalam hal beraspirasi , bebas menjawab, bebas komplain, bebas nanya, bukan bebas bolos, bebas ngeroko di kampus, bebas ngeluyur keluar kelas padahal lagi ada dosen, itu sih gasopan namanya-_-
Itulah yang gue rasain salah satunya, orang suka salah mengartikan kebebasan itu. Gue sesek banget kalo ke kampus , koridor nya berasap gitu kaya kebakaran, mana jendelanya gadibuka .
Kalo bagi orang yang rajin, benerbener mau ngejar cepet lulus, mau banggain orang tua ya gabakalan ngerasa sebebas itu, karena mereka merasa tertuntut untuk melakukan yang terbaik, biasanya sih kebawa dari SMA nya dulu... Gue contohnya (gamaksud bilang gue rajin, contohnya beda ko) , gue abis ngampus ada les inggris , ada padus juga , ada tugas juga , kadang harus ikut ngumpul seangkatan juga (disuruh senior) duh capeknya. Jadi jangan salah mengartikan mahasiswa , mahasiswa banyak jalanjalan itu salah. It depends on ourself.
5/16/2012
I , You , We
Terkadang gue baru sadar waktu gue inget masa lalu gue. gue coba inget itu di waktu senggang gue dan mencoba introspeksi diri. gue nyoba buat nyari dimana letak kesalahan gue dimasa lampau, gue nyoba inget apa aja yang udah gue lakuin , apa aja yang udah gue hasilkan , dan apa aja yang udah gue dapet dari hidup. Namun kadang gue ga nemuin makna apapun kecuali sakit , sama keras nya hidup . ya meskipun gue tau hidup gue gak sekeras dan jauh lebih beruntung dari berjuta-juta manusia lain di luar sana. Sekarang gue mulai nemuin hikmah dari sakit yang gue dapet , dari masalah yang gue hadepin , dan dari kesalahan yang berulang kali gue buat. Sedikit-sedikit gue sadar kesalahan sikap yang selama ini nempel di gue , gue terlalu respek sama orang yang gue sayang , bukan orang yang sayang sama gue. baru akhir-akhir ini gue sadar , coba aja gue respek sama orang-orang yang sayang sama gue , pasti hidup gue jauh lebih baik dengan mereka yang selalu siap sedia nuntun gue ketika gue sakit , dan siap ngelurusin jalan gue ketika gue udah jenuh dan mulai berbelok . mereka yang selalu ada buat gue, ngasih solusi masalah gue, nemenin gue saat gue butuh mereka, dan ngehibur gue ketika gaada seorangpun yang bisa ngerti gue. gue juga kadang mikir, andai kita pacaran sama orang yang sayang banget sama kita , bukan yang kita kejar-kejar bukan juga yang kita suka karena kelebihannya , tapi orang yang selalu ada buat kita dan selalu merhatiin kita . pasti semua hubungan akan berjalan lancar , kalo bukan kitanya yang melenceng. gue tibatiba kepikiran kaya gitu , sekilas aja .. pas gue mikir gue lagi kepengen punya pacar. tapi sebenernya orang yang sayang sama kita ga mencakup lawan jenis aja, itu bisa keluarga , bunda, papah, saudara, atau temen juga bisa.
3/15/2012
40 AMIN
Seperti judul yang tertera diatas , isi posting gue kali ini adalah 40 AMIN :) ini terinspirasi dari novel "BELIEVE" dengan cover ungu berbunga. Kisahnya tentang seorang cewe yang punya pasangan hidup akibat doa orangorang disekelilingnya . awalnya ayahnya ga ngerestuin hubungan mereka dan udah punya calon sendiri buat cewek itu . ayahnya adalah seorang dosen yang sangat pintar . begitu juga pasangannya , si cowok itupun ga diizinin buat berhubungan sama si cewe . bunda cowo itu mengingin kan anaknya menikah sama mahasiswa al-azhar mesir karena si cowo pun kuliah disana . tapi karena tekad mereka sama cinta yang tulus dan sehat (maksudnya gak macemmacem) mereka akhirnya direstui dan bersatu (yeeeeyyyy !!) di novel ini mereka berdua banyak terinspirasi sama kisahkisah cinta orang lain disekeliling mereka , baik saudara maupun temanteman mereka . dan mereka belajar dari kisahkisah itu juga perpisahan mereka ketika si cowok harus pergi ke mesir buat nuntut ilmu . sebelum mereka berpisah , si cowo sempet ga yakin sama hubungan mereka , namun si cewe terus meyakinkan bahwa Tuhan pasti kasih yg terbaik dan Tuhan punya rencana tersendiri buat mereka . dan sicewe ngingetin si cowo soal 40 amin yang bakalan bikin doa mereka itu dikabulkan sama Tuhan . akhirnya mereka di dua tempat yg berbeda dengan perbedaan waktu yg cukup jauh pula masingmasing mengumpulkan 40 amin yang sengaja dan tidak sengaja terkumpul . dan ahirnya mereka pun bersama dengan takdir Tuhan :) gue jadi berniat buat ngumpulin 40 amin juga , agar harapan sama keinginan gue bisa terkabul . Hehehe mungkin aja kejadiaaaan . Emang sih jaman sekarang kejaiban itu agak mustahil . Tapi kan gaada yg mustahil di mata Tuhan . oke deh gue udah capek ngetik nih . sekian
7/28/2011
THE MEANING OF LIFE
LIFE is about WHO you LOVE and you HURT
about how you feel about yourself
about TRUST and compassion
LIFE is about OVERCOMING JEALOUSY , EVERCOME NO MATTER , and FOSTERING TRUST
about WHAT YOU SAY and WHAT YOU MEAN
about a PERSON APPRECIATE WHAT THEY ARE , NOT WHAT THEY HAVE
and most importantly, LIFE is about CHOOSING , using life to touch others in ways that CAN NOT BE REPLACED by other means
#chickensoupforthesoul
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