HAHAHA!

HAHAHAHA I’m sooooooo laughing to my self considered how naive i am. 
Obviously, I’ve trapped by someone’s flirting. I’ve just recently considered that. 
Ohmygodness , i was really stupid!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

He’s just like another guy. Flirting everygirl, giving us hopes, saying sweet things, and blahblahblahblah (you know exactly the others) 

THANK GOD , You’ve shown me everything :)

Why Dimitri has to become Strigoi ?!
It really makes me sad :'(
I keep imagining Dimitri as a prince till now :''
#ShadowKiss

Huh?

How long exactly forever is?

Why do we life trough the up and down?

What is happiness ?

What are we?

Is there anybody remembering me?

Can i join in anybody’s dream ?

Is there anybody who’s ever dreamed me?

Am i anyone’s love ?

How’s the future ?

Am i going to have children or just work all the time?

Am i going to be success ?

Who am i to you ?

Why the stars always keep shining?

How’s paradise like?

Does God always love me whatever i am?

Does anybody do that?

Why do they keep questioning my questions?

Drama

Are you bestfriend?

 What do u mean by treating me like a *****?! You’re the one who is son-of-a *****!

I’m not that cheap huh!

I don’t like you teasing me like that! I don’t even know the point.

I don’t even know what you’re talking about.

Why you keep saying thus kind of thing ?

I don’t know and want to know!

Do you wanna make me hope things i couldn’t get?

What is meaning of those all?

What kind of joke is that?

Do you think those all are just jokes?

DIMITRI BELIKOV (VA)

There’s NO REASON to not loving Dimitri Belikov in Vampire Academy. He’s so strong, powerful, and (Oh My.. ) he’s FUCKING HANDSOME n’ CHARMING!! Thank u so much for Danila Kozlovsky (Anyway, I don’t know how it pronounced..) playing as Dimitri has brought me to the Best Fantasy of Dimitri EVER! I still am loving u even you’re so much older Dan :’) I’ve seen u in many articles i read since u were shown in VA . I know, i just know a lil bit you. But I LOVE YOU Dan! I LOVE YOU IN DIMITRI! There's so many questions i wanna ask u, like "Are u playing for the next Dimitri?" "Are u happy for being the part of that movie?" "Are u single?" (Ow) "How's Rusia?" and so many mooooore . I'm really looking forward for the next film .  Keep up the good work! And play more HOLLYWOD movies!! 

BEAUTIFUL DISASTER by Jamie McGuire

I have a good recommendation of novel , it’s titled “BEAUTIFUL DISASTER”

It tells about a bad guy with a perfect combination of handsome, genius, charming, masculine, and other version of perfection (Travis) who’s freakly very fall in love with an ordinary girl who’s have a secret in her past life (Abby).

I’ve got find so many inspired words of love in it. If u love the romantic story, that’s the greatest one . It tells a conflicted romance full of passion and really intense . It’ll bring u to the up and down emotion and u can’t get stop to read chapter by chapter . So make sure u have enough free time to read it, cause i felt really distracted by the “I wanna know how it goes” or “I really wanna read the next chapter” feelings. It’s good for young adult , or teenagers in their 18.

You must have wishing for another Travis in your love life, cause it happens to me.

 I REALLY WANT TO HAVE THAT KIND OF FEELINGS WITH ANOTHER TRAVIS MADDOX!!! 

A Little Drama 2

Who is BESTFRIEND ?

What are we ?

Who am i to you ?

All of these questions may bother you if i ask it for real, but obviously a have no encourage to do that (huh) . Actually i wish for more intense relationship. I can’t do anything but hope. Is there anyone who has the same feeling like that? Every girl knows that unless someone who has all perfections in their life (love life). Who am i to u? What’s ur feeling about me? Oh My Goodness, those’re fucking running in my mind over and over again.

There’s the one who made my life colored. I had boyfriends (not at the same time for sure). But everything couples done for the first time, i felt those with him. I still remember the feeling of the first touch by his fairly big hand (compared with mine) on my shoulder. I’d all my focus on my back and shoulder feeling his touch and smell. He said “Would u like to not feeling like a single?” He offered his hands to me. I could say nothing but glared and nodded at him then got his hand. I felt both the corner of my lips’ up. Those’re sounded childish, but that’s the truth.

The only thing making me hate him is He Always Get In and Out Of My Life. One day he’s here, one day he’s there , one thay he’s care, He’s so unfair (ref: HolyGrail by J.Timberlake) Anyway, I love that song! It matchs with my feeling. That’s the one thing that makes me doubt about who i am for him. I just a friend when he get bored, but he means every thing in every way bestfriend suppose to be for me. That’s so unfair

What i suppose to do? Leave it all? Forget it all? Or let it just happen and goes on?  

A Little Drama

Every chapter of my book was filled by your name. U were the prolog and also the epilog. It’s hard for me to realize u’re not there anymore. It’s hard to see your smile i haven’t ever seen. Ours was not long enough to remember , or to memorize , or to be proud of. But every single thing i remember is that. It’s just about being happy at the moment. The special thing is it was my first , But it was not yours. I’m not beautiful enough , i know. I know it was not about the beautifulness , but understanded each other, right? But the hell no , it’s just my prediction. All i did was just imagining and expecting. Everything. Until it was all over . The happiness was also just in my mind , not yours. The love was also in my mind , not yours. Those are sounded like bull , at all. I know. All the romance story r just a fiction. Those are the biggest fucking bullshit. I know.  So do i. I’m the biggest fucking bullshit. And the sadness took foverer of my life. Yes , i’m the fucking cliche. You do , I do. When i looked myself and asked what’s wrong. I couldn’t see anything. Cause, i’m not perfect. I couldn’t evaluate my own. It was your part to tell all over to me, right? But i did realize the biggest mistake i’ve ever made is trust you. I believed that u did love me. I believed i was good enough for you. I believed that was nothing i could angry with. I did believe in you. Your words, that you'd never ever hurt me. Has it proven?